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Abigail Harris's avatar

Sabrina, this is such an exquisite Substack essay! A perfect balance for my senses -- you provide the context of human emotions stirred by the divorce, which lays the groundwork for me, the reader, to connect more deeply with, as you eloquently state, the "interrelatedness of body and nature." Definitely sharing this essay with friends.

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Sabrina Page's avatar

wow Abigail, I think something came together inside me, which I will share in the next essay, thanks for reflecting that back to me!! And thank you for sharing it means a lot!

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Abigail Harris's avatar

Excited for your next essay!

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Marsha Dawson's avatar

Wow !! I did not want it to stop …. The rocks — they were so deeply in the words . They spoke. I’m still feeling them. The boulders, the pebbles … your move to Boulder. You brought us right along and we loved this because it gave us a “concrete”place to direct our love — your vulnerability so deliciously alive, real and intimate !!

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Sabrina Page's avatar

Thank you Marsha that is very reassuring to know you were touched and felt the rocks. And thank you for reading and subscribing, I really appreciate it.

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Jack's avatar

Ages of Rocks

long ago

they were cast into these streams

as molten geologic memory stones

rippling spells of our physical consciousness

falling downward from the uplifts of time

and the volcanic emotions of long ago

dropping piece by piece

fragment by filament

floating lithic parchments

becoming alluvial shards

in a watery embrace of glacial melt

seeking their own unique course

so here

they now rest

sit for a moment

perhaps an eon

some as stoic as the day they emerged

others

newly sculpted

by the rays of generations

or the winds of constant shift

whatever their birthright

or sudden flight

their presence

is now artistically augmented

by the sheen

of their crystalline faces

the glint of sun times and moon glare

the constant massage of liquid fingers

the shatter of lightning impulses

or the slide of unwelcome mountain visitors

there are those who shatter

with passing surges

to disperse their angular glisten

along their shoulders

and so we uncover them and solemnly

place them in smaller cairns

along the shores

to remind them just how far

they have flung their flowing knowledge

but still

they sit

the rocks of ages

bathing in their eddies of fish delight

steadfast

in their roll of surge

as reminders of days gone by

into the entrapment of a present tense

waiting

for the future urge

of new earthly changes

and evolutionary rhymes in lime tones

and schistic vibrations

to roll on

August Eclipse 2017

Buena Vista, CO

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Sabrina Page's avatar

beautiful Jack so well expressed 'falling downward from the uplifts of time and the volcanic emotions of long ago . . .'

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Jack's avatar

Well...I love your writings...interesting how they parallel so many of mine...but I'm finding that more and more with a number of my compatriot writers...I was just thinking a bit ago that we don't have to be Keats, Longfellow or Angelou to be great writers...we are many...

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Sabrina Page's avatar

Thank you Jack, you are so creative, we were both djs too, that's an interesting influence, I am going to write about music soon!

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Lisa Raskin's avatar

Sabrina I thought that I knew what you were doing in Boulder when I was blessed to become your friend. But now....now I see/feel the full picture. Thank you for writing this. It feels that you write from such a magical place....body, mind and spirit.... And oh those rocks!! And that water. I do miss it.

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Sabrina Page's avatar

Thanks for reading Lisa, I thought it might fill out the picture a little! I miss meeting you both for lunch as well.

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Louise Hallam's avatar

We are often guided on a new path by the depths of our grief, which appears in many ways. I love the way that you have become part of nature and the landscape you live in. It truly feels as though you have carved a space where you co exist. 💫🙏

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Sabrina Page's avatar

Thank you, Louise, for your sensitive reflection.

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Emma Love Arbogast's avatar

I have been to Boulder a few times, and the creek is lovely. I loved seeing the kayakers just going through the middle of town. Maybe I'll make it back one day. Thanks for the reminder about the power of mountains to ground grief. 💚

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Sabrina Page's avatar

Thank you Emma, for reading and subscriber, the earth is a powerful part of us we can fully rely on.

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Rhiannon Lynn's avatar

So beautifully expressed. I have felt the power of landscape steward me INTO the depths of my Grief. The ecology of our lived reality, the Nature that surrounds us is TRUE medicine!

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Sabrina Page's avatar

yes you express it beautifully, thank you, "the ecology of our lived reality"

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Yolanda Pritam Hari's avatar

very beautiful compilation, and always a joy to reread the linked posts.

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Sabrina Page's avatar

thank you Yolanda for taking the time . . .

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